He occupies a very strange place in my mind.
The place where memories lie when i surrender myself to sleep.
His hands are familiar against my skin, rough and soft at the same time.
I don't  know where this road leads but I'm  going to take his path.
After so many years my heart still yearns for him. I was merely  a teen then, a grown woman now.
I will fight even If I lose in the end.
I shall be his solace, quiet when his mind  runs 1000mph.
I will cherish every inch of his skin even if he never decides to be mine. For in my mind he is.
The boy I used to know now a man, standing tall and strong but gentle at night.