And it's moments like this one, where I find myself in utter silence that I wonder if this is what hell feels like.
The empty feeling in my stomach and how the air seems thicker and harder to breathe.
How things change out of the blue and leave you speechless, stuck in loops of guilt and doubt.
If things ever get better I want to be protected from this pain. This void that consumes me as the days go by is crippling. I can feel the chill in my bones, all my mistakes creeping back into my head forever holding me hostage to an enemy I cannot defeat.
The empty feeling in my stomach and how the air seems thicker and harder to breathe.
How things change out of the blue and leave you speechless, stuck in loops of guilt and doubt.
If things ever get better I want to be protected from this pain. This void that consumes me as the days go by is crippling. I can feel the chill in my bones, all my mistakes creeping back into my head forever holding me hostage to an enemy I cannot defeat.
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