It is the price I pay.
For every single step i’ve taken eventually brought me down.
It’s every tear i’ve shed.
It’s the memories i lost along the way.
Days go by but i stay the same.
I know this is the price i must pay.
But for what mistake?
What lies ahead is a mystery, a mystery i want to solve.
But will there be a price i must pay?
Not again, not now, maybe not ever.
Because until today it’s been hard.
There were words i wanted to shout out loud.
And there where moments i wanted to stay silent.
But the price was always there.
The unseen burden over my shoulders.
The knife that cut through my skin.
But I hope that someday it might change.
And the burden will eventually become all that i hoped for….