Κυριακή 30 Δεκεμβρίου 2018

The lovers

They were constant like the sun and the moon. On their own terms. 
He helped her shine a bit brighter and she stayed in the sky as long as she could just to see him rise each dawn. 
 Everlasting ;dancing in circles just a touch away. 
For the constants cannot change but only awe from afar.

Keep out.

Will it ever stop?
 The cancer that never stops growing, the ever looming  presence  of doubt over my head and in my heart?
Keep your nose out of my business.
 I know being second best sucks ass but I never asked for your pain I never asked for any of this. It caught me off guard just as much as you.
Let me be, don't  try to poison what I have because you can't  accept defeat. There are millions of ponds out there for you to swim in, just let me have this droplet to myself. You gain nothing by continuing  what you do, you don't  make me miserable  you don't affect how I think or act.
 The only thing you do gain in fact is pitty. Yes that's  correct, I feel sorry for you and your undeniably big ego, but heed my words.....
In my domain     you.are.nothing. 
Spew your poison and your grief but don't  expect to find a willing audience.

This is my last letter to you.
I'm  sorry but I won't  back off now, I'm  sorry that for once I am enough for who I am and that was all it took. You made your own bed, now sleep in it.